ok, so maybe i didnt actually cut my hair off

maybe its a trick of light


happy?

why do i get the feeling i'm going to regret this?

fine. just because no body loves hellogoodbye the way i do... tell me to stop singing *grumbles inaudibly to self*

coz they don't know you like i know you slim, no one does!

for anyone who is interested, i saw the chardiologist on the weekend. theres absolutely nothing wrong with me.

so after a few expensive (and occasionally embarrasing) trips to doctors and pathologists and a terribly nice chardiologist (i never thought id be comfortable naked from the waist up in a room with a man whos married with kids... just goes to show), im fine and dandy. woot.

blood donating here i come.

you just try and stop me.

HELLOGOODBYE LYRICS

"Baby, It's Fact"

Just in case their wondering
They've got us pinned terribly
They don't believe our love is real
Cause they don't know how real love feels
You should know it's true
Just now, the part about my love for you
And how my hearts about bust
Into a thousand pieces
Oh it must be true
And They'll believe us to soon
Baby, it's fact
That our love is true
The way black is black
And blue is just blue
My love is true
It's a matter of fact
Oh, and you love me too
It's a simple as that
Baby, our love is true

They may say some awful things
But there's no point in listening
Your words are the only words
That I believe in after.
You should know it's true
Just now, the part about my love for you
And how my hearts about bust
Into a thousand pieces
Oh it must be true
And They'll believe us to soon
Baby, it's fact
That our love is true
The way black is black
And blue is just blue
My love is true
It's a matter of fact
Oh, and you love me too
It's a simple as that
Baby, our love is true

i needed a perk up today, so i started reading over the saved emails in my inbox from a looooooooong time ago. did anyone else keep the 'love' mail they got from past boy/girlfriends?? its so entertaining to read over the sop you wrote when you were 12.

one email in particular always sticks in my mind (possibly due to a refence of fire), and i decided to share it with you.



hey, how are u? how've ur hols been? did u block me? sorry, stupid question. Remember the first time I flirted with u (sorry, I'm a man of the past) I still think it's true; I like u again. God help me, I just thought that if I got it out of my system it'll help me stop. It may be my fault, or maybe it's urs......why are u so beatiful?

I was looking in a flame today (power died), and I thought of u; that's why I'm here now. How ur so pretty amongst the dark, yet so deadly if u touch it. It's either that or ur red hair.

missing u more than anything, Jules



lol, oh dear. do i remind anyone else of fire??? youll notice i didnt put up an email that mentioned anything id said, as i was just as bad as him, ie "i love you, your the only one for me, blah blah blah." i think we finally broke up 'permanently' because he got my birthday wrong... lol

but what makes me smile most is the fact that im still friends with this guy (not that i deserve it, publishing his heartfelt emails on my DA) and i even caught up with him at a party a few months back, and had a dance with him. was good to see him.

im glad we keep in touch.